Praise: I am able to say Jesus' name again!
I had the opportunity to talk to M.Shum this weekend. I thank You for just making our bonds tighter. I feel like we turned from binding to bonding. I think I can talk to him easier now. Yay!
Praise God for Erik and Frosh Cell! I don't know if we're continuing this ministry next year but it is bringing a lot of non-Christians to knowing God and knowing Christ. It seems more like outreach to me than deep fellowship, although sometimes we have those nights of deep conversations and discussions and confessions and etc...
My floormate is going to church with K.Lam and I. I'm not sure which one he is going to go to consistently though....Creekside/Harvest Chapel. I'm going to ask him. It was also kind of sad 'cuz I gave him the Bible that I was going to give to my sister for her birthday present. Oh well...he needs one more desperately than my sister (she has a Bible already)? I don't know how to tell him that homosexuality is a sin. This is difficult because it is different from rebuking. I don't know how to talk to non-Christians. AHHH!
Struggles: Struggling to live by faith and not by emotions. Struggling to love by faith and not emotions. Struggling to not expect much from others. Struggling with reading the Bible. Struggling with praying. Struggling with desire for prayer. Struggling with desire for reading the Bible. Struggling with desire for God. Struggling with talking to others. I haven't been in the mood of communicating with others recently. It isn't a good thing because I feel like I'm pushing people away. I should be joyful. I should be proclaiming my faith to the world everyday and take up the challenge that Tyler said during Grad dinner as my daily lifestyle/habit. I have been feeling moody and silent and sleepy... Struggling with sleep...
Commitment: Outreach. I found my testimony from baptism by water and skimmed through it. I found my testimony from baptism by Spirit and skimmed through it.
Bible: Stuck on 1Corinthians 5-6. I don't understand at all. so confused....
Books: 2 more chapters of Crazy Love!!! Blue Print need to get through prayer!!!
Prayer: Father am I walking with You? or calling You to walk with me?
Jesus, I am honestly nothing without You. Can You give me Love to Love you back? Can You make me desire for You more and more each day?
Thank You Holy Spirit! Flow through my body, my veins, my spirit, my soul, my heart.
No comments:
Post a Comment