one day as an atheist...

I tried living without God for one day. It was difficult to not pray and it was difficult to not read scripture or remember God's words. I felt really empty without God. I felt really empty without Jesus. I didn't plan to go to the Jesus Week dinner 'cuz I had a stats test (which went really bad) which ended at 7:30pm. I didn't plan to go to the Charity Ball 'cuz I thought it was stupid. I didn't go to the Arts Council event 'cuz I didn't want to listen to some veteran from some war. J. Chin text me the day before and invited me to C4C. I was planning to go home and vacuum and clean and do laundry and stuff and read after my stats test. However, J. Chin text me again during my stats test so I decided to attend the last half hour of C4C. They had worship for the last half hour. It was really dark when I entered MC2065 which meant I couldn't find J. Chin. There was one person on worship. She started singing and playing her guitar and I started crying. (I was kinda glad that I was alone in the dark and I knew barely anyone there so nobody saw me crying haha) anyway... I realized that I couldn't live without God and without Jesus.

Jesus IS Lord.

I read 1 Corinthians 13: 2-3. I honestly have nothing.

Prayer: Give me Love so I can Love You back. I have nothing.