Monday, February 14, 2011

I can't study...

There is something wrong with me I don't want to study at all. I can't seem to motivate myself. All I want to do is pray right now. I'm feeling so confused. I'm not sure what it is about. I'm feeling so miserable. Sometimes I feel alright but most of the time I feel nasty. I just feel like sitting in a corner and sulking and crying. I tried crying but it ain't working. Why can't I cry? This is so painful. I can't seem to express anything. Where are my feelings?

There is something bothering me too. I think this is what is preventing me from wanting to study.

Praye: God, I need your help. I need You to take me out this despair. Take me out of being hopeless and unmotivated. God I want to glorify You through my studies. God You still are good.

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