I'm feeling so low and I know that I have nothing to offer to God right now except my problems. I can't even worship or pray or praise. Everything that comes out of my mouth are complains and words of obedience. I'm fighting against my desire to argue. I hate this so much because I feel like a geyser that is filling up with more and more pressure until I explode.
dangg...
Why do I feel like this before I go to HK?
I can't even remember any Bible verses right now.
Jesus I need You. Will you come to the rescue? I feel like You won't because You have forsaken me and left me behind because I'm acting like a little baby. I feel like a lil' nuisance on the earth that doesn't deserve my parents attention. I'm doubting so much in You right now but may You exchange this doubt for faith? Will you exchange these complains for a mouth of praise. Will you exchange my depressed heart for a heart of joy? Will you exchange my troubled mind for a mind with the Spirit's peace? Will you exchange my hate for myself for a Love for You? This is my prayer in Jesus name. Amen.
The end.
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