I get scared easily...

I got scared of a lot of things recently and these are the few things:

1. Sleep paralysis

I did not have a fun experience yesterday when I was taking a nap. I dream I was having was pretty good. It was really happy I remember running around in the sunlight then suddenly I was in a shower room and I realized that my dream was becoming sinful. The two people around me told me that it was okay to be seeping into sin. I knew it was wrong so I told myself to wake up from my dream. I did and I felt the arm that was around my neck, in the dream, upon my neck when I woke up. I tried getting up from the bed but it pushed me down further. I tried a couple of times more but each time I tried to get up, the arm would get tighter. I then heard a voice. It was very manly. He asked, "Do you want to go back to the grave?" then he made a menacing evil laugh. It sounded like "Muhahahaha". I started praying and trusted that Jesus would get me out of the situation. After I prayed, I took a deep break through my mouth and I got up. I went into K.Lam's room and told her what happened and thanked God.

This experience made me think about where I was with God. Am I walking with Him or not? Am I focused on Him or not? When I was studying later, I reflected and concluded that I wanted His Love more than any other. I want to seek and receive His Love more than any other.

Last night, I couldn't sleep because of what happened during the morning. I had to sleep with the lights on...

2. Lady Gaga's Judas song

So scary. it doesn't make any sense. I felt struck with fear when I read the lyrics to the song. I'm so scared for the people who either listen to it or read the lyrics and liked it. I feel like there is a building or growing generation for the antichrist. This leads to my next fearful point...

3. Responses to Lady Gaga's Judas

There was a girl that made a video on her response to the Judas song. I did not completely agree with her video response on youtube because some of the stuff she said was Biblically incorrect. However, there were many responses to her video and they were all gung-ho for Lady Gaga. They were making fun of that girl who said Lady Gaga was "evil". They all defended Lady Gaga. It is so scary to see how many video responses there were to the girl's response. It really shows the antichrist generation expanding.

I was praying for Lady Gaga the other night and then I got a nightmare...

Lady Gaga is scary [period] The end.